stay in bed, sometimes turning to my right, until i close my eyes
this is not a song about sleep or death, it’s about something much smaller and paler than that
i’m not going to show it to my friends.
cause when i came home i’d lost thirty something pounds,
i didn’t leave my bed, i threw up in a bathroom in baltimore
before dancing with a girl i’ll probably never talk to again.
we won’t be friends.
and i won’t be nice to anyone because i don’t see why i should.
i don’t see the point, i won’t get clean for the rest of my life.
i won’t be nice
(Source: lonelydrugboy)782 plays
I chopped most my hair off today and went to a pixie cut. I am exhausted from work & exams but luckily I am off to sleep soon.
Jordan, by Harri Peccinotti, King’s Road, London ca 1975
us doing a kaki king cover that we recorded during the solitude sessions.
- hey everyone! i’m nearing the end of my 11th month on testosterone. wow this journey has been so life-changing.
- i know its been a while since i’ve posted this, but if you would like to donate to my chest surgery fundraiser here is the link. I am hoping to use the money from fundraising along side the money that i’ve been saving from work to get surgery for my 23rd birthday in March :]
- so if you are able to donate any amount it would literally mean the world to me. also my online store is open (with more merchandise on the way). profits made from your purchases in the store are also going towards my top surgery.
- share and reblog if you can :]
The one day this week that I haven’t looked like a turd.
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